Saturday, March 26, 2011

I'm back~

It has been soooooooooo long I never update here. I'm back with just a simple post~
Having the last semester right now. Kinda busy and stress=( (sorry for those friends that I always didn't turn up as I promised) Really hope I can cope with everything.
Anyway,the best thing happened recently was finally we found each other. We might not the best, but we are just nice for each other :)
Finally,a full-stop can be placed for my single life. Hope everything will go smoothly.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Mr 999

A short note for Mr 999 :
Again, I'm here to say thanks for "accompany" me on my birthday.
Though you were not be my side. I still appreciate it =)
Just hope you like me for who I am.
I'm not good and perfect, you may find out one day.
Hope you still can accept the broken me. Seriously.
I wish I can read your mind too
x.o.x.o

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

28th December'10

Never expect anything for my birthday in 2010.
So, no need to be disappointed for any expectation like those past year.
Thanks for the birthday song sang by my friends~ Feel touch when you all sing for me.
I think this were the best present I received from you all=)
Few more hours to end up my Big day.
Happy Birthday to Myself=)
~20's~
And Thanks Dad and Mom for bringing me to this world

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

m.i.s.s

You will never know how much I miss you ♥
Hope you can read my mind =D

Monday, December 20, 2010

现在看到关于他的一切或他的照片,我只想-吐!!
他这种海鲜,终于找到比他更海鲜的!
替他感到开心=)
曾经为他花的心思,到了最后却被他跟别人说— 我有心计。
听了觉得很可笑,
很想笑自己,没长眼睛两年!!哈哈

Sunday, December 5, 2010

2 more weeks to go~yiipee =D

Coming 2 weeks schedule for Clinical Practice!! M=Morning Shift, E=Evening Shift.
And VL is nearer~*Go Go Go~!!
5th Dec'10 : 
Finally went for Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale!! A movie that I wanted for so long.
DAMN NICE!! SHOULD GO FOR 3D. The story was so romantic, feel funny that my tears rolled in my eyes for a cartoon. And continued with the second movie : Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows. Umm, may be I didn't really watch the previous series, I can't really understand how the story goes. Somehow, enjoyed the movie as well. Feel so satisfied for everything.
A nice day I'm having
Awaiting for 9th Dec'10, The Chronicles Of Narnia : The Voyage Of The Dawn Treader.  Do you still remember? You brought me, Carine and Carlson for Prince Caspian in 2008. May be this is the reason makes me a MUST for this movie. Do hope you still remember~

Thursday, December 2, 2010

25°C~*

今晚,很安静。
静得让我害怕。
习惯吵吵闹闹的日子,
顿时间静了下来,
好不自在。

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

♥ A.w.a.i.t.i.n.g_D.e.c.e.m.b.e.r ♥


Its time to say buhhbyee for November~ Its December!!
Happy Birthday to all December babes~*
XOXO ♥ 
Theme song for December- Who I am ♥
I want someone to love me            For who I am
I want someone to need me           Is that so bad?
I want someone to love me            For who I am
Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore

Nothing is right, nothing is right when you're gone
I'm losing my breath, I'm losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong
I want someone to love me
           For who I am
I want someone to need me           Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness      But it's all I have
I want someone to love me            For who I am
I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain.

Breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again~~


Hope this D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R no tears, no disappointment.
Love me for Who I am ♥

Monday, November 29, 2010

我 不难过

我不难过,这不算什么,只是为什么眼泪会流,我也不懂————孙燕姿“我不难过”

我 怀念的

我怀念的是无话不说,我怀念的是一起做梦,我怀念的是争吵以后还是想要爱你的冲动,我怀念的是你很激动求我原谅抱的我都痛。————孙燕姿“我怀念的”

Sunday, November 28, 2010

S.u.n.d.ay

Woke up by 2pm. Not going home, not going anywhere today as what I heard, monsoon will start from today till 6th December. Again, Sunday=Mushroom day><
Decided to made myself some dumpling which I had craved for some days! (First time=p)
Don't know why~ I don't like dumpling since I'm small. I won't even take more than 5 biji>< But I craved for it recently pulak><
I heard Choon Mei said there were pandan leaves in green acre there. So I went there to curi some.
But too sad. When I reached there, I can't even differentiate which plant is Pandan leaves.><
I'm too fail! 20 years old, don't know how Pandan plant looks like. Haix.
So I gave up for searching for it. Off to the nearby grocery shop to grab some stuff such as glutinous rice flour, chocolate, sugar and etc. I'm so lucky that I met the shopkeeper who was friendly. I asked him for some opinion what stuff can replace the Pandan, he straight called me to wait, and got me some leaves as well. Haha! This was my preparation. I used microwave to cook it~ As hostel got no electrical items.
Go green! use recycle bag! NO PLASTIC~
Okay~I will recognize how it looks like from now onwards!
A bit messy! but I tried my best to maintain the "sterility" XD
This catty was accompanied me for 2hours in the kitchenette
Miao~*

Jue & Yoong~(my 1st and 2nd customer)
My dumplyyy=D
I did it quite a lot. Distributed to my roomate, Jue, Yoong, Chung Lin, Andrew, Audrey~
Some of them said it looks like fish ball.(I think because of no colouring kut) Haha! Get a positive feedback from all of them~So happy=D

This photo took by my roomate. She posted to facebook. I curi-curi copy down. Haha!
Ashley Chan : NICE!!! QQ de..hahaha...walao eh~ i give u PASS!~ A!!!hhahahaa.
Hehehe~~That's all for the day~ Will do it again soon~Addicted to the process of making it=)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Complicated mood

Started Clinical Practice again! I enjoyed this posting now. Learned a lot of things, especially those things I never learn before. Woots! Its great when did something new=D
So far so good. Just pray hard for not doing mistakes. 
27th Nov'10 :
OSCE!!
Haix. Did a bad performance!
May be affected by Practical exam in Semester 4. I'm totally panicked for this time. I had violated aseptic technique!! OMG!! I'm gonna bang wall!!!
When I'm in semester 2 and 3, I'm poor in theory!  But manage to score distinction for OSCE.
Yet, Semester 4 and 5, became opposite. I picked up my theory knowledge, but my OSCE started to drop.
What a sad thing>< Vice versa?? haix. Just hope everything will be fine in Semester 6! I need luck!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luckily still pass! Ohh Noo~NEVER EVER "BREAK THE RECORD" PLEASE='( Thanks God!

Anyway, had celebrated Miss Chuan's (our tutor in-charge) birthday! Few photos for the day~ The rest all I don't know took by whose camara~So, that's all for the day~
Okay~This is my life~ May be its quite bored for others, but I enjoyed it~ Feel happy for everything now.
No tears, no sadness~ Peace

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

过渡无聊-.-"

01.我的大名: Kelly Lai
02.我的小名: Cacing? San mao? 5 mao? Fluffy? Cacat nursy? OMG...still got a lot><
03.谁传给你的: from facebook.
04.生日最想得到的礼物: 你的祝福.
05.近期压力大的事:OSCE.
07.有没有喜欢的人:不懂=)
08.同学聚会要回去找老师吗:没有吧.
09.跟谁出去最幸福:Family & Friends.
10.如果你的两个好友吵架了你该怎么办:Try my best to make them talk to each other.
11.跟情人最想去哪:只要有他,哪里都好=)
12.圣诞节要做啥:Go to church.
13.最想跟谁过圣诞节:Family, "You" & Friends.
14.有没有赖床的习惯:Everyday X)
15.有几个兄弟姐妹:2.
16.最喜欢的一首歌:Without you (mariah carrey)
17.喜欢什么颜色:Black??
18.现在在做什么:Blogging.
19.最想大声说什么:I miss you
20.半夜敢不敢自己上厕所:Depends. Haha!
21.谁很欠打:CCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
22.现在很迷什么:Nothing.
23.睡相:Don't know. Very ugly ba><
25.是否痛恨传给你点卷的人:What is点卷??
27.天气: Don't like raining day, but the smell of rain
28.你若中乐透最想做什么:Go around the world=)
29.大学生一定要玩的活动:Burn midnight oil for exam!!
30.引起失眠的原因:Unknown.
31.有流口水的情况吗:No ba><
32.近期开心的事:Terminal Exam over XD
33.你经常通宵不睡:Got. But nearly 2am><
34.你会和爱自己的人还是自己爱的人結婚嗎:Hope to find someone that I love and he love me too=)

★睡觉前第一件事:Cover with blanket.
★起床前第一件事: Open my eyelids.
★你的偶像: Jay Chou!!!!!!!!!!
★你喜欢的季节: Autumn??
★打工次数:2
★你讨厌什么样的个性: Fake.
★你会喝酒吗: Not really><
★你常哭吗: Consider yess. Haix.......................
★你常笑吗: Yess =D
★朋友和情人你会: Equally important??
★机会和命运你会选择: Fate=)
★你很自恋吗: Consider yess!!
★你有穿耳洞么: Yup. 3 on right side 1 on left side!
★这问卷多不多: Quite many.
★喜欢吃冰吗LIKEEEE!!
★现在幸福吗:单身的幸福?haha!
★最在乎哪几个朋友:Allllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!
★房间里的摆设简单么:A bit messy><
★女(男)朋友精神出轨要不要原谅 ?: 以前的我会!不过现在应该不会那么笨了吧><
★如果没有朋友你会怎样? :Siao ki!!!!
★如果天使可以满足你一个愿望你会要什么:My family peace and safe
★喜欢吃的水果:All. Except papaya!!
★经常不叠被子吗:Pick up the habit after I entered hostel><
★你喜欢雪么:
★还希望被点:What is 被点??
★舒克和贝塔喜欢哪个: Apa ni???
★你最没有耐心做的一件事是什么?:Manually wash clothes!!!!!!
★不想看书的时候怎么办:Sleep!!
★喜欢的人叫什么(外号也可以): Secret=)

■ 開始這封的時間: 11.08pm
■ 你的全名 :Alice Lai Kelly
■ 你現在正在聽誰的歌 : Jay.
■ 你在哪裡讀書 ( 工作 ) : Penang.
■ 上一次生日蛋糕上蠟燭的數目: 2 & 19
■ 你吹蠟燭的日期 : 23/12/09 & 28/12/09
■ 你們家養過什麼寵物 : Fishies, Catty, Doggiesss, Rabbits, Hamsters, and???
■星座 : Capricorn.
■ 有幾多耳洞 : 3 on right, 1 on left.
■ 你有刺青嗎 : Nope.
■ 你喜歡你目前的生活嗎 : Quite=)
■ 暗戀過幾個人 : Not too many. Haha!
■ 有向人告白的經驗嗎 :Yup.
■ 不敢吃的東西 : A lot.
■ 最喜歡吃什麼東西 : Anything nice=D
■ 最喜歡喝什么 : Sweet drinks [gonna die of diabetes='(]
■ 最喜歡的數字 : 6 (my lucky number)
■ 最喜歡的電影 :  Umm, no specific.
■ 喜歡看哪一種電影類型 : Romance??haha.
■ 最喜歡的品牌: I'm out of fashion=)
■ 最懷念的日子 : 18岁的天空
■ 最傷心的事情 : Betrayed by someone I trusted most!
■ 最想講對不起的人 : My dad and mom.
■ 最後悔的事 : Never study well in SPM and Semester 1 & 2.
■ 最喜歡星期幾 : Sunday??Off day.
■ 喜歡的花 : Don't know~
■ 喜歡的運動 : Swimming~
■ 比過哪些比賽有得獎 :Forget luuuu~
■ 喜歡的冰淇淋種類  : MC DONALD'S!!!!
■ 討厭做的事 : Study><
■ 討厭別人做什麼 : Being a bitch!
■ 擅長的事 :  Sleeping...Zzzz
■ 有想過要自殺嗎 : Umm, long time ago. Now no more, appreciate the life given by God=)
■ 臥室的地毯是什麼顏色 : No mat.
■ 以後想做什麼職業 : A great nurse?? Haha.
■ 你們家有多少層 : Double storey.
■ 你們家住幾樓 : Nil.
■ 你信有鬼的嗎 : May be~
■ 你覺得自己十年後會在哪裡: Malaysia><!!
■ 無聊的時候你大多做些什麼 : Sleep, Facebook, MSN.........................
■ 世界上最惱人的事 : Money x enough, argueing with someone I really care.
■ 覺得同性戀呢 : No idea. Love is blind=)
■ 如果有人誤會你 : Sad. will explain only if necessary.
■ 有想過要怎麼對付你討厭的人嗎 : Hard to hate someone. Hope to pick up "hating" skills><
■ 你認為你的另一半幫你付錢是理所當然的嗎 : Depends.
■ 你介意替你另一半付錢嗎 :Depends.
■ 通常幾點上床睡覺 : 2am?!
■ 現在心裡最想見的人是誰 : "You"
■ 理想幾歲結婚 : 25?26? hmmm~~chim question><
■ 今天心情好嗎 : Normal.
■ 最希望誰回信 : No one~ 

This call jiak ba bo shu zo. zzz

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Saturday, November 20, 2010

1 week journal...14th-20th Nov'10~*

14th Nov'10 :
Its Sunday. Sunny in the day time and heavy rain in the night time!
No electricity supply in hostel from 9.30am-5.30pm.
Woke up by 11am and off to KFC Batu Lanchang alone for studying purpose and breakfast+lunch+dinner as well, which I had been craved for months!
=X
Speechless for my current life. Am I really happy with what I'm having now? I don't know~
Alone doesn't mean Lonely. At this moment, though I'm alone but I enjoyed it.
单身也可以是很幸福,至少这一刻我是没烦恼的♥♥

Okay~This is me~The SS-ing me. Don't be surprise ;)
Anyway, Andrew and few juniors joined me for dinner as well.
Huhu~Great~No need take dinner alone.As I really don't like that kind of feeling.='(
A day gone. Had parasite party again at night! All the best for myself and friends who going to sit for exam tomorrow=D

15th Nov'10 :
Monday. Sunny.
Exam day! Medical Science paper!
Good luck~*

A photo took after shower. Addicted with using YouCam took photos! Haha!
Today is not a good day. Get the result straight after the paper. Oh nooo, I can't achieved my target.
My target was 20/25. But only manage to get 18/25. No more distinction .='(
Seriously, I'm damn disappointed.
Mood totally gone! Some more caught by "someone". She keep nagging on me!!
I hate people behave like this! You straight spoiled my whole day mood!
Okay~Its time to study again! Go Go Go!!!

16th Nov'10 :
Tuesday.
Nursing Science Paper! Woots!
Feel like half of the stress has been relieved. A paper which can cause hand fracture! Haha!

Ahaha! Picture of the day. "Cucumber Mask sheet" from YouCam. X)  Zhun zhun can fix on my big face. Muahaha! Addicted to play with YouCam recently! {to release my tension X)}
Today is not a good day='( Suffering from stomached. Akibat of constipation too many days I think.X)
And a bad news to say, I had been selected to be President for semester 6. ohwwnoooo~sob sob='(
"Dear" classmatess, you all gonna regret and die for "supporting" me><"
Anyway, Carine had her appointment with her orthodontic today. Changed a new braces again, an orange one. Finally saw her "new" hairstyle.
Had dinner with my family ♥♥
Woohooo~~Tomorrow is public holiday~ Can have a good rest and fight for coming next 2 paper~*
Goodnight~*


17th Nov'10 : 
Wednesday. Public holiday.
Went 火锅之家 with a gang of "fai chai"~ Haha!
7 of us~Ai Ling, Kai Ti(her bf), CCH, Julion, Owi, TKP, and me=)
My stomach gonna burst!!! So damn full, but the steamboat not as nice as I think='( 
Wondering how good if I'm a camel, can store the food for 1 week, then I can slowly digest it and no need eat for coming 1 week~save up lot $$ too.
Ngek,ngek ngek X)
Haix. Btw, I'm gonna haematemesis and die of hypertension!! I wonder when I will die because of mixing them too much><!!
Okay~Calm myself down~~Trying to say "good" words for them as well~ They are the reason to make me believe in what a "F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P" means.(Although they ALWAYS BULLY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Still help me whenever I need help.)
Less contact doesn't means lost contact.
And guys, you all make me believe in pure friendship between guys and girls. 
Usually, if a guy treated a girl nice, its not fully meant for "pure" friendship purpose. Its more than others.
So, I appreciated the friendship between all of us~ Great to have all of you~ (But feel GERAM when you all keep bully me><!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
A ss me again=D Photo of the day~*
No photos with those fai chai as they don't like to take photos~lol



P/S : I HATE 火锅之家!!!Back hostel by 9.++pm, and I WASH MY HAIR FOR 6 TIMES IN 2 HOURS!!! WTH! THE "CHAO HUI TA" AND OILY SMELL STICK ON MY HAIR! CAN'T WASH IT OFF!!! ARRGHHH!! NO GRILLED ANYMORE!!!! TOTALLY NO MOOD TO STUDY! THE SMELL SPOILED MY MOOD!!!!!!

18th Nov'10 :
Thursday.
Specialized Nursing Science!!
Huhu~Feel like flying now~Left the last paper for tomorrow~
So relax now~*wink* Starts planning programmes for December~huhu~*
Movies?? Tao?? BBQ?? MCF dinner?? Christmas?? Ai Ling's birthday?? Holiday?? MY BIRTHDAY?? Haha!!
Hope this coming December will be a sweet & lovely month ♥♥ 
No more tears for 2010's December anymore please='(

19th Nov'10 :
Friday. A nice weather~ Don't feel like waking up><
Research Paper! The last paper for terminal exam and LAST PAPER for SEMESTER 5!
Time past so fast. Feel geli><" I still remember the very first day I stepped in here.
Had celebration with my zombies group (research gang).

Again,the ss me X)


Station 1
Zombiieess~But Sharmilla was not with us=(

a simple celebration for Li Nees~ Sweet 20's

same hair style






the zombies




20th Nov'10 :
Saturday. 
Last day of the week~ Phew~finally exam finish! But can't relax yet, OSCE will be on 26th Nov'10.
Again, goodluck for everyone of us  
Back to home town. Had a great time at home. Great lunch and dinner as well=)
*Wink* Changed my bloggie's background song again-
You make me wanna by Blue. & Happy Ending by Mika.
Addicted to these 2 songs recently. Love the lyric

 You make me wanna-Blue.
To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That’s why I am here, I’m writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I’m a poor man and you’re the queen.
Oh baby, you’re the only thing that I really need.
Baby that’s why…

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won’t end no, no.
They’ll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I’m tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don’t leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I’m a poor man and you’re the queen.
Oh baby, you’re the only thing that I really need.
And baby that’s why…

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight.
You’re the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I’ll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we’ll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you’ve never know before
We’re gonna make love all night.

Hope you all will like this too ♥ 

Okay~The last photos to end up my week~*
Took it after came back from church, with Mom and Carine. 
 
 
 
 
 
Okay~Another week is coming~ Will start Clinical practice for coming 4 weeks~
All the best for everyone=)