Guys wonder why girls don't talk to them anymore after a relationship. Truth is girls don't talk to guys because there afraid to like them again. A quote from facebook.

S.a.t.u.r.d.a.y

Its Saturday again!
The last day of a week.

Raining day~*

Today is the last day of posting.
Something happened. -----zip-----
What I can say is, its not easy to take over a nurse's responsibility.
I can figure out the stress of being a staff nurse in the future.
Really not easy to be a nurse='(
Anyway, pity Eugen*. Not all his fault, but had been pulled down in the water.
All the best and good luck, my friend!

After duty, its time to sleep again. Haix. This is my life.

Again, I'm so weird. Sleeping through out the whole afternoon. Suddenly woke up for no reason. After around 1 or 2 minutes, received a text from a ? human, Congratz-ing me. I wonder whose there. Some more, call me miao mee. I'm guessing is it is You there. Or myself think too much. I hope I'm the one who think too much. Sigh!
Anyhow, its really You there!
I don't know why, everytime, I'll woke up before receiving your message. Since last time, and even in the middle of the night. Can sudden awake for no reason and follow with receiving your text message.

No feeling.
No emo.

Wondering, You are actually following my blog..?

Take care and all the best too~*

~M.ღ.M.ღ~

五毛 和 五毛 是最幸福的, 因为他们凑成了一块! 所以以后不要叫我三毛或毛毛了><我要变五毛。寻找我的另一个五毛=)

Feel Like FLYING now=)

No words can describe my feeling right now. Just feel like wanna FLY! Haha!
Seriously, I'm super impressed to my group!! Really everything just born in the LAST MINUTE!!
Finish the Forum presentation by this morning. Woots!
Actually we were given around 1 month to complete our assignment. But, my group too chi kek, just started to discuss it a week before today, and nothing come out until YESTERNIGHT.
Other groups all had been memorizing their script so fluently and practiced times.
Every time they practiced, I get palpitation.><!!
Last minute to draft out a script. Not too bad. So damn bad luck, college printer spoil. No printer for us to print. Everyone of us keep searching for help. Luckily still have a friend helped us. Thanks him a lot!!=)

Okay, the upper part I actually composed it straight after the presentation!
Now, 10.15pm. I just no longer woke up. OMG! Slept for nearly 5 hours?! Luckily tomorrow evening shift, if not, I'm gonna be a body without soul hanging in the ward. Yet, again, I miss my dinner. Gosh! I have been starving since yesterday night. Akibat of stress of the presentation i think?! I don't feel hungry at all. Just took a bowl of porridge for lunch for today. Haix.

Good news.
Ummm, yesterday got a damn good news. First, I would like to congratz myself=) Hehehe.
Ahaha. Got the result. I got the position of 2 in the class!!
First, I thought I saw wrongly. Impossible is me. After Miss Chuan said it out, I only believe what I saw!

THIS IS MY FIRST TIME!! I'M SO HAPPY =)

I feel like wanna fly up up up!!!

The best position I get was when I'm in Semester 3, Test 2 also. Postion of 7. The best record of mine.

But, damn sad. I still can't mange to get in the position between 22 for overall 4 semesters.

I'm so regret I never study well in Semester 1 and 2.

Can not be denied, I really did not study well in my first year.

Think back to those time. Life totally sucks!! I always blame why am I here.

I remembered, I cried almost everyday and night and every time You appeared in my mind.

Everynight at least must dragged up 5am only can fall asleep. You will never know how much suffer You given to me!

But,I love my current life more, the life without You. I'm happy and no annoyance=)

I really hope to pick up my CGPA. I want to get in the position of 22 for overall semesters!
I must study hard!! I want prove to You and your family!
Seriously, I'm having a great life after You. No more tears and sad. Appreciate friends around me♥♥
Here, thanks god too~thanks for giving me luck for everything=)



Quote for the day :
A F.r.i.e.n.d is, the one who will help you when you get in trouble ♥♥

I just wanna say..............I DID IT=)

I just wanna say....I DID IT. I REALLY DID IT =)
YOU are just nothing. 
You are no longer my lover, You are my friends. 

以前总是觉得自己不可能放下，原来一切都是自己不愿意走出伤痛，
因为你说过，不管发生什么事，你都会在我身边。
也许我天真，我相信。
这两年来，不是没有其他人走进我的世界。
只是我害怕，哪天你回来，我不在了，你会难过。
也许，这一切对我来说，已经不重要了。

不过时间会证明一段感情。你让我看到了，你根本就不值得让我等你。

Had a great time with my family ♥♥

-19th Oct'10-
A tiring day again.
I can't stand in with the temperature of 18°C the whole day. Once I left the room with 18°C, I felt headache.
A sudden change to a room temperature makes me feel sick!
After duty, quickly changed my clothes and prepared myself for dinner with my family in 5minutes time.
Nearly 2 weeks I never go back home. Miss 'em♥♥
Carine had an appointment with her orthodontist for changing her braces. She had a violet braces nw=)
Joey, followed them came to Penang too. As this was the First time she back to Malaysia.
Have a nice holiday in M'sia, Joey=)
We off to Queensbay and had a quick shop there. Got a white plain-T for Carine and a purple for Joey from Padini. Hope both of them like it=)
Mom and I tried to get Joey some T's from Brands Outlet too. But unfortunately, she can't manage to grab any. But, I found a nice T there.

Its simple, i like the words!

My boyfriend's a vampire!

Seriously, I like this shirt! Plain, Simple, and Vampire. Haha!
This was the noob look of me. Which is the look I usually went for duties or classes. Straight went out without taking a shower after duty. hehe!
Carine and I chose each one and tried in the fitting room for fun. We are not going to buy 'em, because the material of the T's wasn't a good one. We had bought a few last time. After washing with washing machine for some times, the shape started gone. Too bad!

Finally, both us look a bit alike in this photo.

 Most of the people does not believe both of us are sister. Cause we don't look alike with each other. Perhaps, this may be the only photo we look "a little" alike. Haha!

e.x.c.h.a.n.g.e

vampire's fans ♥

 

Its 7.30pm. Its time for dinner. I wanted to have pizza as dinner=)

hey mom! the camara is over here!dad is ready. Where are you looking at?!

this is the best photo took by mom among all. Her skills got a bit fail! lol

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Carine with her evil smile;)

cute mom!

After dinner, they sent me back to hostel again='(

Excited but Exhausted..

Woke up early in the morning and prepared myself for the brand new posting in the hospital.
Felt excited.
Went for breakfast with 'em. All of us took a heavy breakfast as we got no tea break.
Started our duty from 8.30am-5.30pm.
I cant share out those feeling and experiences I have gone through the whole day. As this might make me get into trouble?? Who knows~
Anyway, Doctors are G.R.E.A.T!! and Nurses too=)
They did most of the "job" that people could feel disgusting or even dirty.

The fact, they are brave=D

After duty, back to hostel.
Extremely tired.
Still got assignments need to complete. Presentation will be next week, yet my group still haven't make out a piece of sh*t. Will be having meeting for coming every night. Sigh*
I　ＮＥＥＤ　MORE　ＲＥＳＴ！！！


Quote for the day :
Believe and Listen to your doctor=)

B.o.r.e.d.W.e.e.k.e.n.d.s

Its Saturday. As usual, class finished at 12.30pm. But not going anywhere as I'm in bankrupt-ing condition.
Spent my day with searching Twilight free novel series via net, but unfortunately can't get it.
Finally, found it. Whole series, including Midnight Sun which not really published out, through android market.
That's mean I can read it in my phone anywhere, any time. Its great =D
Okay~This is perfectly to fill my lame Saturday night up.

♥♥

Again, a bored Sunday for me. I'm gonna died of this boredom!
Roomate went out  with her friends since morning. People is home alone, I'm room alone. XD
Dating with my "sparkling boy" whole morning, started feel a little tired of reading.
Switched for a movie- Love Disguise. Though its out of date, but still nice to watch=P
I like the story. How good if I can meet a 知音 like him. Haha!
Take a nap after the movie. My whole day gone...T^T

Preparing myself for tomorrow.
Posting to Operation Theater for 1 week there.
E. X.C.I.T.E.D 
Huhu~~Hope to see SPECIAL cases tomorrow=) 

OPERATION THEATER, HERE I COME =D

Simply~

Quote for the day :

The time last year......everything was so different.

Agree with this statement, the last year I'm here, gonna graduate soon. Yet, everything turns to become so different compare to the first day I stepped in here. Having *complicated mood* now and gazing for my future. Wondering what kind of future I'll have~~hmmmmmm~~~~~

R.e.l.e.a.s.e.d

9/10/10 :

Really no mood to study for Test 2 for no reason.

I don't know what thing keep spinning in my mind. Keep on playing with lappy and phone, but not notes in my hand.

Its Saturday, as usual. The only different thing was, I did not tie my fringe up. ><!! This is due to what my classmate said. They said my hair gonna botak d...>< Having serious hair fall='(
First time in this 3 years here??lolz..


This is the first self-shooting photo with my new phone=)

after class

10/10/10 :

The night before, i.n.s.o.m.n.i.a again.

Can't feel any tiredness even in the late night.

But still manage to woke up in the morning and went to church with Audrey. *clap* lolz..

Pray hard for coming test. God bless me=)

After mass, we went for vege lunch. Having a nice time and nice food there. 

Back to hostel, went to Audrey's room. I like her pink colour lens which we gave her as her birthday present=) Too sad, my weird eyes can't cope with colour lenses. I tried brown, green, blue, grey........before, the colour of the lens mix up with my iris, become damn w.e.i.r.d ><!! That's the reason why I only wear black lenses=(

She let me had a try on her pink lens. 

Miracle happens, this is the only pair of colour lens that my eyes show normal and even can see the colour quite clear.

I like it ♥♥

p.i.n.k ♥♥

At night, its time to back for s。t。u。d。y again='（ May, Jue, Mian bao, Mei, Yei and I having a "Parasite party" at Jue's room
Parasite party means discussion among ourselves. You might either become a "parasite" to absorb the main point, or become a transient to provide info in the discussion~ 
That's what we mean "Parasite party".
We had our discussion till 1.30am. 
We study, we chit chat, we yelled, we sang,
We e.n.j.o.y.e.d =)

11/10/10 :

Finally, test finish by today 10a.m. 

Feel so released *weeeee***

The main points we discussed the night before were useful! Woots! At least 4 or 5 questions we had discussed were appeared in the paper=)
On the same day,get the result for medical science. I'm having luck for this paper. I get 20/25 means 80%~~ Hapii~~hapiii=)

Thanks god and friends who wishing me and the parasite gang too. Hope that I will also have the luck for my nursing science~

Pray hard=)

Quote for the day :

生活的真正意义是：生下来，活下去。

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Lets Celebrate It !!!

Whoooaa~!!! Finally I got my galaxy on 6 Oct' 10. Since 6 always is my lucky number, just pretend that this is the date as it's birthday.=) Thanks Irwin and CCH here, for helping me to get it=)lalala~~

♥♥

Hehe ♥♥♥♥ 
Plan to name it as ~M.ღ.M.ღ~ cause my classmate they always call me "momo".><!!
But seems like I cant key in the symbol of "ღ". Need to think for another name for it.
My first phone - °Ђ¶µз Ћёa®t°
Second phone - ♡_јз¶¶џ BзaиЅ_♡
Right now, still cant get any idea for the third~~><!!
 

On the same night, we also celebrated Mian bao's birthday. We celebrated 1 day before her big day.

The buffday girl~ mian bao puppy♥♥

The directors *wink*

First, she came to my room. Audrey and C.May came to my room later. We gave her present on the spot but without any suprise or even cakes. Just a simple gift for her.

A hand-made card ♥

After that both of them went back. Later, she is going back too. At the same time, both of them appeared again with cake and birthday song. She was surprised by us=) 
We bought her a chocolate mint cake. *yummy**
Anyway, she likes the key-chain sooo much=)

~Happy Sweet 20, Sin Ling~

Flower does not mean L.O.V.E.

A day with sunlight and a little rain.♥

Had a lecture about domestic violence.

Learnt something today.

Wondering why a sweet couple will end up with violence, divorce, and even killing.

A meaningful & touch poem I would like to share out :

I got flowers today!
It wasn't my birthday or any other special day.
We had our first argument last night;
And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt;
I know that he is sorry and didn’t mean to say the things he said;
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare.
I couldn't believe that it was real.
I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today!
It wasn’t our anniversary or any other special day;
Last night he threw me into a wall and then started choking me;
It seemed unreal, a nightmare, but you wake up from nightmares;
And I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over—but I know he is sorry;
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today!
And it wasn’t Valentines Day or any other special day;
Last night he beat me and threatened to kill me;
Make-up and long sleeves didn’t hide the cuts and bruises this time;
I couldn’t go to work today because I didn’t want anyone to know—but I know he’s sorry;
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today!
And it wasn’t Mother’s Day or any other special day;
Last night he beat me again, and it was worse than all of the other times;
If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of the kids? What about money?
I’m afraid of him, but I’m too scared and dependent to leave him! But he must be sorry;
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today….
Today was a special day—it was the day of
my funeral;
Last night he killed me;
If only I would have gathered the courage
and strength to leave him;
I could have received help from the
Women’s Shelter, but I didn’t ask for their
help;
So I got flowers today—for the last time.

♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥

Quote for the day :

爱，其实并不可靠。

Its M.o.N.d.A.y~*

Its Monday again. First day of the week. A new starting for the week, and also a week to study. Exam will be coming next M.O.N.D.A.Y. but I'm totally got no mood to study...
an zua ho?????????????? T^T Someone control me please...........

Mom gets my phone today. She said the phone too thin, and the screen too big, looks like "kiam piah"...LOLz...so sad...Hope to get it a.s.a.p>< feel so excited, yet nervous ><!!


Haix..Its time for me to sleep again. 
Everytime the week before exam, especially the day before exam, I'll turn into a good good girl, sleep before 10pm=)

Nightz People~ ♥♥

Nightz t.e.d.d.y ♥♥

Quote for the day :

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.

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A Day With Mc Flurry Again ♥♥

Yesternight having serious insomnia. 5am++ only can fall asleep, but still can't sleep well akibat of coffee. haix...

Woke up at 1.30pm. Consider early for me. *wink* Having lunch with daddy n Carine, mom and Carlson went for work=( Anyway, enjoyed the lunch that cooked by mom♥♥

I  officially pass over my ex-phone to Carine. 

bye my ♥

I turned on my memory card again. I found out all messages and info were still there. 

Felt happy cause I never lost those "precious" messages from You. 

By the way, I still deleted it. Marked all and d.e.l.e.t.e.d. Total all 400++

although I'm not willing to......................................i still need to do it ._.

After everything become b.l.a.n.k, sudden feel that, You are just like those messages, sudden disappear in my mind=)

Half day past. Its time to go back Penang. Going back a.l.o.n.e ' ^ '

But still lucky, Chuean Yean fetch me up from Jetty.=) No need scare to be late.

He is my ex-primary school classmate. After standard 5, we never meet each other anymore.

This is the first time I meet him after 9 years?? lolz...nearly 9 years.

Luckily I still can recognize him at Jetty there. 

First, we went Greenlane Mc D for Mc flurry. Unfortunately no parking there.

Off to Tesco's Mc D. He is having Milo Mc Flurry. 

The new flavour of Mc flurry, but disappointed me and its not worth~

Anyway, I'm having Oreo Mc Flurry as usual. 

Love it ♥

After talk with him, I think I really don't know what I really want in my life.

Everyone is having their own dream to achieve. But, me?? Just wish to be graduate and become a nurse forever?? I don't think this is what I really want...Hmmm~will seriously think about this from today onwards.

  

Its raining now out there. Hope the weather can drop to 25°C.  

Nightz people~Enjoy the night ♥♥

♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥

Quote for the day :

The best way to avoid disappointment is to not expect anything from anyone.

♥♥

Woots, get good news from Pin. He got my Galaxy S=)

Can't wait for him to come back~~weeee~**

a face of bo shiok-ing...XD

Finally, my ex-phone 6210 repaired. And finally can took photo. Long time x take photo d, skills had turn bad. LOLz..

Anyway, celebrated Chien Yee's birthday at old town. Although it was late quite a few days.

I got her a key-chain with her name.I like it=) Hope she like it too. Forgot to take some photos><

They get her a pink-lace T-back. 

I got myself a White Coffee hazelnut freeze. I thought I can cope with caffeine, but too sad, I felt palpitation again, and my face get numb later. This is not the first time. 

NO MORE COFFEE IN MY LIFE!!

Again, insomnia for tonight. Bet with Daniel. If he sleep first, he is going to treat me MC FLURRY...hiak hiak hiak...I'm sure win...wee~~XD

Quote for the day :

Don't worry about the people in your past; There's a reason they didn't make it to your future ♥♥

S.O.R.R.Y???

To You,
I get the message from lyn.

I accept your sorry. Anyway, 你永远弥补不了你给过的伤害=)

So, don't ever say S.O.R.R.Y to me again.

Happy that at least You still remember what You had promised me.

"Promise Means Everything, But Once It Broken, Sorry Means Nothing."

Don't worry, surely I'll get someone that won't cheated on me=)

Lately, I heard something bout You. I found out what you told me in June were f.a.k.e. Actually, that time You already get over for Carmen=)

Anyway, I don't ever feel anything. 已经麻木了～=)

Take care.

=)

花花世界，是我太过认真

对于感情我就是这样认真。
认真得我也怕了这样的自己。