Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Simply~

Quote for the day :
The time last year......everything was so different.


Agree with this statement, the last year I'm here, gonna graduate soon. Yet, everything turns to become so different compare to the first day I stepped in here. Having *complicated mood* now and gazing for my future. Wondering what kind of future I'll have~~hmmmmmm~~~~~

Monday, October 11, 2010

R.e.l.e.a.s.e.d

9/10/10 :
Really no mood to study for Test 2 for no reason.
I don't know what thing keep spinning in my mind. Keep on playing with lappy and phone, but not notes in my hand.
Its Saturday, as usual. The only different thing was, I did not tie my fringe up. ><!! This is due to what my classmate said. They said my hair gonna botak d...>< Having serious hair fall='(
First time in this 3 years here??lolz..


This is the first self-shooting photo with my new phone=)
after class


10/10/10 :
The night before, i.n.s.o.m.n.i.a again.
Can't feel any tiredness even in the late night.
But still manage to woke up in the morning and went to church with Audrey. *clap* lolz..
Pray hard for coming test. God bless me=)
After mass, we went for vege lunch. Having a nice time and nice food there. 

Back to hostel, went to Audrey's room. I like her pink colour lens which we gave her as her birthday present=) Too sad, my weird eyes can't cope with colour lenses. I tried brown, green, blue, grey........before, the colour of the lens mix up with my iris, become damn w.e.i.r.d ><!! That's the reason why I only wear black lenses=(
She let me had a try on her pink lens. 
Miracle happens, this is the only pair of colour lens that my eyes show normal and even can see the colour quite clear.
I like it ♥♥
p.i.n.k ♥♥
At night, its time to back for s。t。u。d。y again='( May, Jue, Mian bao, Mei, Yei and I having a "Parasite party" at Jue's room
Parasite party means discussion among ourselves. You might either become a "parasite" to absorb the main point, or become a transient to provide info in the discussion~ 
That's what we mean "Parasite party".
We had our discussion till 1.30am. 
We study, we chit chat, we yelled, we sang,
We e.n.j.o.y.e.d =)



11/10/10 :
Finally, test finish by today 10a.m. 
Feel so released *weeeee***
The main points we discussed the night before were useful! Woots! At least 4 or 5 questions we had discussed were appeared in the paper=)
On the same day,get the result for medical science. I'm having luck for this paper. I get 20/25 means 80%~~ Hapii~~hapiii=)
Thanks god and friends who wishing me and the parasite gang too. Hope that I will also have the luck for my nursing science~
Pray hard=)

Quote for the day :
生活的真正意义是:生下来,活下去。


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Lets Celebrate It !!!

Whoooaa~!!! Finally I got my galaxy on 6 Oct' 10. Since 6 always is my lucky number, just pretend that this is the date as it's birthday.=) Thanks Irwin and CCH here, for helping me to get it=)lalala~~
♥♥
Hehe ♥ 
Plan to name it as ~M..M.ღ~ cause my classmate they always call me "momo".><!!
But seems like I cant key in the symbol of "ღ". Need to think for another name for it.
My first phone - °Ђ¶µз Ћёa®t°
Second phone - ♡_јз¶џ BзaиЅ_♡
Right now, still cant get any idea for the third~~><!!
 
On the same night, we also celebrated Mian bao's birthday. We celebrated 1 day before her big day.
The buffday girl~ mian bao puppy♥♥
The directors *wink*
First, she came to my room. Audrey and C.May came to my room later. We gave her present on the spot but without any suprise or even cakes. Just a simple gift for her.
A hand-made card
After that both of them went back. Later, she is going back too. At the same time, both of them appeared again with cake and birthday song. She was surprised by us=) 
We bought her a chocolate mint cake. *yummy**
Anyway, she likes the key-chain sooo much=)

~Happy Sweet 20, Sin Ling~

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Flower does not mean L.O.V.E.

A day with sunlight and a little rain.
Had a lecture about domestic violence.
Learnt something today.
Wondering why a sweet couple will end up with violence, divorce, and even killing.
A meaningful & touch poem I would like to share out :

I got flowers today!
It wasn't my birthday or any other special day.
We had our first argument last night;
And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt;
I know that he is sorry and didn’t mean to say the things he said;
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare.
I couldn't believe that it was real.
I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today!
It wasn’t our anniversary or any other special day;
Last night he threw me into a wall and then started choking me;
It seemed unreal, a nightmare, but you wake up from nightmares;
And I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over—but I know he is sorry;
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today!
And it wasn’t Valentines Day or any other special day;
Last night he beat me and threatened to kill me;
Make-up and long sleeves didn’t hide the cuts and bruises this time;
I couldn’t go to work today because I didn’t want anyone to know—but I know he’s sorry;
Because he sent me flowers today.
I got flowers today!
And it wasn’t Mother’s Day or any other special day;
Last night he beat me again, and it was worse than all of the other times;
If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of the kids? What about money?
I’m afraid of him, but I’m too scared and dependent to leave him! But he must be sorry;
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today….
Today was a special day—it was the day of
my funeral;
Last night he killed me;
If only I would have gathered the courage
and strength to leave him;
I could have received help from the
Women’s Shelter, but I didn’t ask for their
help;
So I got flowers today—for the last time.

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Quote for the day :
爱,其实并不可靠。

Monday, October 4, 2010

Its M.o.N.d.A.y~*

Its Monday again. First day of the week. A new starting for the week, and also a week to study. Exam will be coming next M.O.N.D.A.Y. but I'm totally got no mood to study...
an zua ho?????????????? T^T Someone control me please...........

Mom gets my phone today. She said the phone too thin, and the screen too big, looks like "kiam piah"...LOLz...so sad...Hope to get it a.s.a.p>< feel so excited, yet nervous ><!!


Haix..Its time for me to sleep again. 
Everytime the week before exam, especially the day before exam, I'll turn into a good good girl, sleep before 10pm=)

Nightz People~ ♥♥

Nightz t.e.d.d.y ♥♥


Quote for the day :
The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.




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Sunday, October 3, 2010

A Day With Mc Flurry Again ♥♥

Yesternight having serious insomnia. 5am++ only can fall asleep, but still can't sleep well akibat of coffee. haix...
Woke up at 1.30pm. Consider early for me. *wink* Having lunch with daddy n Carine, mom and Carlson went for work=( Anyway, enjoyed the lunch that cooked by mom♥♥
I  officially pass over my ex-phone to Carine
bye my ♥


I turned on my memory card again. I found out all messages and info were still there. 
Felt happy cause I never lost those "precious" messages from You. 
By the way, I still deleted it. Marked all and d.e.l.e.t.e.d. Total all 400++
although I'm not willing to......................................i still need to do it ._.
After everything become b.l.a.n.k, sudden feel that, You are just like those messages, sudden disappear in my mind=)

Half day past. Its time to go back Penang. Going back a.l.o.n.e ' ^ '
But still lucky, Chuean Yean fetch me up from Jetty.=) No need scare to be late.
He is my ex-primary school classmate. After standard 5, we never meet each other anymore.
This is the first time I meet him after 9 years?? lolz...nearly 9 years.
Luckily I still can recognize him at Jetty there. 
First, we went Greenlane Mc D for Mc flurry. Unfortunately no parking there.
Off to Tesco's Mc D. He is having Milo Mc Flurry
The new flavour of Mc flurry, but disappointed me and its not worth~
Anyway, I'm having Oreo Mc Flurry as usual. 
Love it

After talk with him, I think I really don't know what I really want in my life.
Everyone is having their own dream to achieve. But, me?? Just wish to be graduate and become a nurse forever?? I don't think this is what I really want...Hmmm~will seriously think about this from today onwards.
  
Its raining now out there. Hope the weather can drop to 25°C.  
Nightz people~Enjoy the night ♥♥

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Quote for the day :
The best way to avoid disappointment is to not expect anything from anyone.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

♥♥

Woots, get good news from Pin. He got my Galaxy S=)
Can't wait for him to come back~~weeee~**

a face of bo shiok-ing...XD

Finally, my ex-phone 6210 repaired. And finally can took photo. Long time x take photo d, skills had turn bad. LOLz..

Anyway, celebrated Chien Yee's birthday at old town. Although it was late quite a few days.
I got her a key-chain with her name.I like it=) Hope she like it too. Forgot to take some photos><
They get her a pink-lace T-back
I got myself a White Coffee hazelnut freeze. I thought I can cope with caffeine, but too sad, I felt palpitation again, and my face get numb later. This is not the first time. 
NO MORE COFFEE IN MY LIFE!!

Again, insomnia for tonight. Bet with Daniel. If he sleep first, he is going to treat me MC FLURRY...hiak hiak hiak...I'm sure win...wee~~XD


Quote for the day :

Don't worry about the people in your past; There's a reason they didn't make it to your future ♥♥


S.O.R.R.Y???

To You,
I get the message from lyn.
I accept your sorry. Anyway, 你永远弥补不了你给过的伤害=)
So, don't ever say S.O.R.R.Y to me again.
Happy that at least You still remember what You had promised me.
"Promise Means Everything, But Once It Broken, Sorry Means Nothing."
Don't worry, surely I'll get someone that won't cheated on me=)
Lately, I heard something bout You. I found out what you told me in June were f.a.k.e. Actually, that time You already get over for Carmen=)
Anyway, I don't ever feel anything. 已经麻木了~=)

Take care.
=)

Friday, October 1, 2010

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Go Away You this Nightmare!

From this moment, I told myself, I mustn't waste my time on the nightmare given by You anymore!!
You, don't even worth 1 drop of my tears!

再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。
我不会在封闭我自己,
我答应自己,
我会给自己一个重新开始的机会。
不再像以前那样抗拒。=)

Quote for the day :
学会冷血,只对对我好的人好,对某些人,简直就是浪费感情又浪费时间。
你给过的,我已经不需要了。

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

I need M.O.N.E.Y.....>

My phone R.I.P for quite a few weeks. It accompanied me for 20months. I felt happy because finally I can go for a new 1, but at the same time, I lost all the info which store in the phone. Especially, the messages from You. You never know, I'm keeping every single message sent by You. May be its time to let go everything, include the words You said before.
Okay~Fine, no emo for this moment. I got some info of few phones few days past. If possible, I hope anyone can give me some suggestion or even opinion=D

First target, Sony Ericsson Vivaz Pro.


I like this phone. Especially the keypad. Although lots of my friends said that the key pad make the phone looks outdated, I still like it ♥♥ But, too sad. The screen only 3.2". But at least the price still affordable.

2nd, Sony Ericsson Xperia 10.
This phone damn yeng. 4" screen. Woots!! I'm totally in love with this. But some people told me this phone actually not that perfect. Easily lag and not worth as the price as it is. The cheapest price I got for NOW is RM1700. If anyone can get more cheaper price, please do let me know yah=) ♥♥♥

3rd, Samsung Galaxy S.
This phone was S.T.R.O.N.G.L.Y suggested by Pin. I never see the real phone yet. I surveyed the price in Penang, it was RM2590. Pin said this phone quite perfect. So far no any comment heard. But the price was TOTALLY out of my budget. T.T Anyway, this phone got no flash light. Hmm~i really need to seriously think about this. Camara is the first thing I look at=D

T.T.. At the moment, I need Money most. Hope Mr. Richard (my dad) can sponsor me. X greedy, 50% enough~ngek ngek~~

I really deep in l.o.v.e with Xperia 10 ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Hope to get some positive comments.


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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

yiipee~*

Ohh yess!! Finally i can go for shopping. The last shopping i went was July. oots! 3 of us off to Queensbay. We Shop We Eat We Snap. lalala~~ girl's favourite..lol..
im dark, she is fair...>< ohh noooo...
audrey & me ♥
haha...i bring my new bf along...
im wearing 6 years old baby T..lol...
3 of us ♥
We went Wong Kok for our dinner. Slyn's bf- Ken joined us too. After our dinner, 4 of us went for Piranha.
Woots!! Its fucking bloody.The "cute lil fishies" bite all over with their tiny sharppy teeth. The most funny scenes in this movie is the Piranhas bite the women's ass...LMAO...This makes me think of CCH's ass. Among our gang, he has the most sexy ass. If he is in the movie, sure the Piranha bites his ass FIRST..haha..
The starting of this movie, the girls all damn pretty and sexy, BIG BOOBS with BIG ASS..LOL...but in the end, all turn into bloody and horror. Wasted!! haha... But..too bad..the movie just 1 hr and 20 mins. Too short for me><
Anyway, 4 of us enjoyed the movie and awaiting for Piranha 2 =)

M.E.R.D.E.K.A

I wish I could have 48 hours a day. Damn busy for the past 2 weeks. Finally, finish all "assignments". I felt so sorry to my group members. That night meeting till 1.30am. For me, I think its normal. But after few days, I realize that it was a tough job for few of them. haix....I think I should adjust my timetable of my daily life...

31/8/10:
Woots! Its MERDEKA!!
happy 53 years old Malaysia~~at the same time is lam lam's birthday. All of us had celebrated with her, her 20's big day. Hope she enjoy the dinner and cake =) We purposely chose her favourite- DORAEMON.
us ♥





She was concentrating on choosing which candle to bite out 1st...lol

=)
akibat of bully the buffday gal='(
 By the way, all of us enjoyed the dinner. The e.n.e.r.g.y. for us to fight against our class test 1 on 2/9/10.

Finally, I found out 1 way to make myself sleep early. As usual, I will sleep around 2am or 3am most of the night. But once class test coming, I will sleep before 10pm=) a good girl, right??hahaha...yeah, I admit I'm always a good girl.

After 2 days, all of us free from our 1st test, we get our results too. Cant imagine, the Top 5 all has been pushed to the back and replace by those "surprise" one...Awww~Sem 5...."you" make my spec falling down~

Yet, I'm satisfied with my result=) although didn't get distinction. The akibat of sleeping all the time before exam....zzzz...nobody I can blame...><